frankly, even if she wanted us to resolve it all,
i wouldnt have said it right there.
you wanted to save all the unneeded awkwardness,
but for me, i'd rather say everything out.
so things will happen again.
i admit, our thinking are really different.
well, i wouldnt really say,
that fighting over little stuffs show how fragile our friendship is.
everyone would have a time when there they have a fight.
i think that our friendship IS strong.
i dont know why i think that way.
maybe it's because we always like each other's company.
we always have so much fun together, we tell each other stuffs,
that we dont tell any other people.

i talk to the person sitting beside you,
but i can see you out of the corner of my eye.
we just dont acknowledge each other, we dont even look at each other.
just walking off, without even a simple eye contact.
we were sitting so close during reccess, not even a table apart.
only that small space between the tables were seperating us.
yet, we pretend that we are invisible.
i dont know if it was that obvious, but i guess it was.
sitting so close but not even talkng to each other?
we werent like that the last time.
usually, even though you were at the another side of the canteen,
somehow we would always find each other.
now when i pass by your class, i dont even look into it anymore.
just walking pass, feigning ignorance.
why must things turn out this way?
why cant things remain happy, like it was?
the swings... yeah, it was the only place where only we both went
although it was only one time, it still remains in my mind.

yes, i dont know if it will ever return to the way it was.
it's been too long.
i dont want things to remain the same.
because i just cant take it.